I froze

I froze

It’s 2am. I am gently chatting with my boyfriend about our struggles. There’s a lot to say and we scratch some spots, avoiding others. There’s one thing I’m not saying. One thing I haven’t told anyone yet. Something that is weighing heavily on me. Something I don’t know how to talk about. Something I need …

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P.S.

P.S.

there’s one thing you don’t know. You hurt me, sometimes. I’m sure I hurt you too. But I almost never tell you, when you do. I still like to bask in the pain. It gives me goosebumps and the tears are so sweet. I like crying for you, knowing you don’t know I’m there. You …

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April 4th

April 4th

You don’t know how worried I was. About myself, I mean. And you can pretend, if you like it, that I got worried about being sweet when I met you. But the truth is I was worried, before I met you, that I wasn’t capable of loving someone the way people loved me.There was a …

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yah, 112523

yah, 112523

I like watching people.You can understand a lot of a person just by watching them act in their space. I like stories.They don’t have to be complicated, they just have to be. And be someone’s. I don’t necessarily like people.They are noisy and nosy. Two things I absolutely hate. But I do like watching them.Observing …

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July 2018

July 2018

There’s a reason metal and rap are so compatible but also not. A person who likes one would probably like the other too, but put together their similarities are exactly what makes them incompatible, they’re too loud and too cocky. In metal the music is so loud, it has the importance of a protagonist and …

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