Today I woke up with muscles spasms It had been a while since it last happened I have control over the big movements of my hand It just bothers me that it moves on its own And it hurts when I try to control the spasms It hurts to type this It scares me I …
It’s 3 am, I can’t sleep anymore and I’m having an anxiety attack. Also I’m kinda hungry. We had plans for tomorrow and I am stressed. So I got drunk, took my sleeping pills and went to bed. I fell asleep. When I got home drunk I thought about that other guy. If he had …
Ciao Gre come stai? Ultimamente ti penso spesso. Penso spesso anche a tuo fratello. Mi dispiace non averti scritto nulla quando è successo. Non sapevo cosa dirti. Non lo so nemmeno adesso. Volevo solo sapere come stai. Tra due settimane è il tuo compleanno. Mi manchi, non so perché. È quasi un anno che penso …
I love talking about jealousy, I sort of don’t really know what it’s like to feel it, but I have experienced it on me in every toxic way. I have rarely felt jealous, and when I did it was mostly just envy or a covert resentment. I understand my jealousy is just anger. More often …
I’m quite struggling with my feelings lately. I’m not sure what love looks like for me, right now. I broke up with everyone I was dating cause none of those people had much meaning for me. And now I’m left alone with my feelings and I’m really struggling with understanding them. 1. Monogamy Fucking what …
I wrote my plan at midnight before the day actually started. Now it’s ended. I love my friends! I do! The movie was phenomenal and I loved watching it with E., it was just as delightful as I expected. We caught up a bit and planned another movie night for when I get back to …
The moon is shining. I’m in Turin. I’m 27. I’m about to defy my family’s curse on me. I tattooed a Cleopatra on my shoulder blade to go the Egyptian museum. It’s a curse on a curse on a curse. I hope it will ease my relationship with myself and my aunt and everything. Then …
okay, so I told him. I was so convinced to just shut up about it, I did manage to tell him I’d miss him, like I’d hoped, and that should have been it. But then, yesterday, as I walked through the airport security I suddenly felt regret. Maybe it was the sudden realisation that I …
I am an idiot. I knew this from the start. I think I’m feeling something like jealousy, for the first time maybe. Maybe it’s more like envy or something I don’t know. But I feel this little pain in my chest every time she gets mentioned and I just enter this spiral of sadness. She …
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